Just Some Thoughts

Do you ever just realize that through the pain and the tears and the tough times that you wouldn't rather be anywhere else than where you are? Life has been interesting for the past few months, and it hasn't been easy. There has been difficulty at home, difficulty at work, difficulty with friends and difficulty with myself. However, through it all I have this absolute peace that it is exactly where God wants me. I can't remember a time in my life when I have felt His will for me in my life is to just sit and be and listen and learn.
The most amazing thing is that through it all I feel a peace. I know that decisions will be made that need to be made. I know that relationships may be changed and altered forever. I know that I may come out a different person. And I know that it is O.K.
I love this verse, which is why I have it posted on my facebook page, but it is a constant reminder of whose I am.

With Your very hands You formed me; now breathe Your wisdom over me so I can understand You. I can see now, God, that Your decisions are right, Your testing has taught me what's true and right.
Oh, love me - and right now! hold me tight! Psalm 119